PEN AND NOTE

#Catatan Seorang Guru

Thusrsday ,16 September 2014

Hari ini akan mengajar bahasa inggris dua jam di kelas xii, materinya berupa  adjektiva dan jenis teks narative yang berisiskan ( orientasi, complication, dan resolution). Simple ,tapi harus menguasai dan mendetail. Terbayangkan jika seorang guru tidak menguasai materi yang di ajarkan. Kadang sempat terpikir untuk master dalam pendidikan melanjutkan ke Strata 2 pendidikan karena saya melihat keproporsional dalam mengajar belum ada. Harus bisa proporsional.  Saya ingat Mr. Agus yang menberikan pernyataan bahwa keproporsionalan bukan lahir begitu saja atau lewat academic title dengan reputasi kampus secara standar nasional ataupun internasional  tapi harus diperjuangkan dengan sungguh sungguh dan lahir dalam diri sendiri.  Sekali lagi bukan lewat almamater yang kau gunakan. Aku temui manusia tersederhana adalah Penulis karena walaupun cerdas dan mengetahui segala bidang dia enggan menggaungkan almamaternya. Aku yakin mereka punya education background dari almamater yang pantas kalau disebutkan. Karena almamaternya ribuan buku dari berbagai jenis bidang studi dan kampus di seantero dunia. lihat saja di daptar pustakanya. Terimah kasih penulis aku menimba Ilmu darimu.Bismillah..

17 September 2014

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim.

Hari ini micro teaching di Primagama English Course. Senang. Bicara pendidikan di indoneaia begitu complexcated masalah yang di hadapi . apalagi ktika semuanya bermuara dengan biaya . saya ditawari 25.000/ jam. Saya mengajukan salary perjamnya Rp.30.000/ hour. But it does not matter  cz I just wanna explore my English to becaome professional teacher in this field” Education “

I feel happiness because the student who had been tought were pleasure and laugh when  I gave the material about Pronoun by Using song Methode “ I bring my book for Me Myself because the book is Mine” Thank nandar. This is very great. On  the way  I went home I had finished “SOE HOE GIE Book: catatan seorang demonstran/ A Demonstran Note” . as a matter of fact , He is an ateist and also a cristian. But one thing I get the conclusion that as a student we must read the ocean of books that enrich our knowledge and act of our knowledge. At this time I also learn about history by viewing Soe’s opinion. I WANNA BE AS A REALLY TEACHER.

18 September

Today I teach about history especially for Manusia Purba. I Do Believe that the first people Is Adam A.S.  in the early morning i make joke with Merki. He is very Funny person. I wanna explore my knowlede as much as possible. Thank Alloh for all oppurtunities. If you wanna measure how much the kowledge you have you can judge how many book have you read. It ca not be measured by title, campus , and so on.  Do the extra miles. I spent almost 2 hours for looked book at Gramedia book store with Mr. Badrul. He is very nice person.

19 September, 2014

Bismillah

Today, I use the community learning methode for my English club,but it is a little bt disappointed cz the methode does not work  good enough.

Proses pencarian passion.sepertinya butuh perjuangan yang besar untuk menentukan jalan kehidupan ini. Berdidikasi pada bangsa Indonesia tidak cukup hanya mengoceh di media sosial tapi harus ada tindakan nyata dan harus menguasai berbagai aspek untuk di berikan. Kadang timbul perassaan iba terhadap anak anak Indonesia yang terhayut dengan arus globalisasi yang menyeret jauh dari budaya dan jati diri bangsa ketimuran.

Semangat yang luar biasa bisa mengalahkan segala aral yang di hadapi apalagi hanya sekedar masalah pribadi atau hanya phsycology adaptation terhadap  lingkungan manusia puber.

Harini saya akan menulis mimpi- mimpi besar untuk melanjutkan pendidikan S2 di Polandia atau mungkin masih di Indonesia, berburu beasiswa itu pilihannya. Se Sederhana pendidikan .

20 September 2014

One Day with Merki Sandika

04. 37 shalat shubuh

06.00 washing the uniforms

07.30 going to the school for taking the English book and do the exercise

08.00 arriving at the schhool and saying greeting Mr. Lulus and Mr. badrul . they are     good friend for sharing everything.

08.15 till 10.00 running with my friends

10.05 back to home and taking a bath

10.30 do the dhuha prayer

10.30-11.45 talking and making joke with Merki sandika. He is the funnny person. Heheheheh

12.00 do the dhuha prayer together ( I love it)

12.30 going to the ACE HARD WARE for looking job for Merki

13.00 reading and sightseeing the book at Gramedia book store ( Giant –Bekasi)

14.00 having lunch at the warteg near the AL-BARQAH MOSQUE. IT is very exiciting

15.00 do the Ashar prayer

15.30 calling ridho’s number.

16.00 buying a ticket and going to the mangarai station- tanah abang station- Sudimara station with full passengers.

18.00 arriving at Sudimara and doing the magrib prayer

18.30 arriving at Madinahtul Najjah Boarding House

19.00 meeting with Ridho and dropping at RUMAH CERDAS INDONESIA

19.00-22.00 Sharing about life, love and everything. I tell that I wanna get postgradute at Indonesia Eduction University. They were talking abouut married.

22.00- 00.30 planning for taking part and preparing in International Peace Day ,21 Septe,2014

00-30 sleeping

21 September 2014

04.45 do the prayer Shubuh alonely. I had heard the sound of muazin in the mosque but i can not found it.forgive me ya ALLOH

THE INTERNATIONAL PEACE DAY

Everyone loves peace. Of course . at this time i tam taking part as a volunteer in rumah cerdas indonesia. I believe education can save the nature from the challenge in the future

We start the celebrate by offering a bunch of rose flower to the people in MONAS.  I Greet everyone with sweet great smile and spirit for indonesia education . i say hello Indonesia. I offer you for taking part and giving donation for education pee the orphan.

EDUCATION

We care

We love

We are not apatis

Some of them ignore about my saying but i ignore it. It does not matter.

We do the long march along Monas to HI cycle avenue.  But i  get bore cz the PMII member from UIN do the bad thing z they are all smoker. After doing the long march we got together and sharing and going home and sleeping in Mayasari bus. I have good sleep.

Bsimillahirrahmanirrahiim

22 September,2014

 Today I am teaching all levels at putradarma senior high school. In the fact i love teaching very much but sometime I get a little bit problem for using the methode of studying. I hope later i do my best for tecaching coz i have very much interested in teaching and education.

23 September, 2014

 Honestly, today i think the way of my teaching because my student little bit unrespect for studying with me. I tried to get rid of my thought to over the world and set my mind by myself that it is still process. Many questions come to my mind that teaching is  passion, is not ? sure i believe that teaching is one of my passion. I always remember my father that he was a teacher when he was young.

24 September 2014

I am as a student control today. I try for making effective time in reading a book entitle “ BELAJAR MERAWAT INDONESIA :the alternative leader “ it is quiet good for reading because i know how to be good leader from all aspect. But the most important aspect is religious leader.

25 September, 2014

25, 25, 25.

Yes now i am 25 years old. From the bottom of my heart I am interesting more in teaching English cz now i wanna know the methode of teaching English cz I have spent 4 years for learning English at my beloved campus .talking about life goal. I give sum those up belows ;

a.    Get the TOEFL test in LBI –UI

b.    Being English teacher as good as teacher and educator

c.    Giving contribution in social organization

d.    Writting all aspect about life and love

e.    Caring my Family

f.     Making English book especially for speaking

 Today. I get many cong’s from my friends that congrate me about my birthday. Actuall they send 1000 wishes for me. Thank all for everything.

I try to open my eyes to see everything in the world. Give thank to ALLOH. Alhamdulillahirrobilalamin.

26 September, 2014

Today i hold the English Club by using learning community methode and listening section for xi grade which taken in BBC site. Well i would like to tell you about the mind set of life that always effect our behave and attitude. In this case a took case from my student that she always alert for joinig in social. Oc her name is Andrea Benita. She is smart student . it show the ways of his thinking critically, and analytic student. But unfortunately, she got the the mind set that dont judge all people are in good mannar because  among of them are bad people. To my surprise. The parents give the education to their children in the black mind setting. But it does not matter . i do my best for my student to set their mind of everything. Of course. Based the Al-Qur’an and the Hadist of Rasulullah S.A.W., from the bottom of my heart i do believe that my passion in teaching and education . Alloh please give me the power for educating my self in specially and generally for my beloved students.

Times flies quickly. In evenning i watch the Felix shiauw vedio by taking from Youtube. He give the knowledge that success is habit. He

Shown that for being master your habit there are thre factors such as

Practice

Repetition

Habit

It is suitable for my learning language. I do that. He give example that we can remember by heart the alphabet form A-Z but we can do in Z-A. Execelent.

He also give some quote that is melayunese Quote “ na or tak na, kalau na seribu daye tapi kalau tak nak seribu daleh “  it means that if we wanna be expert insomething it could be 1000 ways but if wanna do something it 1000 reasons. Ok Alhamdulillah.  Read the sleep prayer and get up at three a.m

Assalamualaikum the all of Alloh soldier and the student.

0.33. still listening Imam Syafii quotes. It is very inspired.

Saturday, 27 Sept, 2014

All day i spent time with my friend he was very funny personal. Slept, listened muscic, read some of my article, watch Felix Shiauw presentation, watched movies “ in front of class” ad took pray. In that the evening , I went to campus forhe  signing  the has napproval sheet and met my friends. At the moment meet nuning and rindu. Rindu is a bataknese who has not got the job. In fact he is jobless. He have tried many timesfor for applying and getting the job but he does not get it. He sahre his feeling to Nuning and  I.  I that moment i am like advisor who need advice. Sure that night i was looked like compuse because i thought to dicide go to cibarusah for attending Alpian Wedding or go to Ali’s house cz he has invited me to come for talking averything with our friend. But I considered it cz my friend at home alonely , he is Merki Sandika. He has not got the job too. And in the long run i decided for staying at home accompany Merkki in the night and on sonday morning I would be going to Cibasah for attending Alpian Wedding Ceremony. That night I had a good sleep.

Sonday 28 sept 2014

Today is a pink day for Alpian beacuse today he got married with Ifa , I think it her name, both of them from the same University : Bandung Technology Institute ;

Frist I talk to my mother for making that wether we go there or not . but my mother still compuse coz she has not talked it to my sister yet. After he to told that she wanna go there. Alhamdulillah . we go together with my old brother ka agus and my old sister yu Ani. On the car we talk over about Religion and our interpetion about the content of Alquran and Hadist actually ka Agus know many thing about the rule of islam. But I think he has do as well as his knowledge . from the bottom of my heart I wanna my family understanding comprehensively about Islam and act for it. As can as we can do. Actually I wanna get married as young as my age Coz I think it challenge for me. But i consider that I have no enough money for doing that . I hope later i have done it well with my wife and do the islamic rule all the time i have. Bismillah.

I said “ congrate bro may Alloh bless your family and you have baby as soon as possible.”

He answered “ thank bro “

After talking with Alpian and making meeting between my mam and his mam I took prayer with Mustofaa, his Black man. After that we go home. On the way I think for coming to Islamic centre for meeting about the schedule of idul Adha. But unfortunately i forgot and take a nap on the car. Well in the long run, i go there by using public transportation called Angkot. When arriving at Islamic Centre the meeting has been finished. So i just talking with Agung and mb iis. Mb IIS is the leader of Youth Islamic Center.

30 September 2014

It was a crowded day. Ihad to finish my revision paper and admitted it to my lecturer. At that moment I bought a rim of paper A4 with heavy 80 kg . I spent two hours for made it , from 16.00- 18.10. I prayed at the school mosque. After that i went home and took  a bath and borrowed money from my friend , Sunandar. Then, i went to camps. Over there had been there my friends such as Beni , Ahmad , and others. I was very happy for meeting  and made a little joke with them. But i thought about what i have said to my students in the class coz Aulia was looked like down for learning English. I don know why. But indeed I must know. They are my students for good. May you be success guys. I support you for doing everthing even it was not connected with my subject. YOU MUST BETTER THAN ME.DOT.

01 Oct,2014

It was Wednesday which I got my first salary in Primagam English Course. It was Rp.75.000,-00. Alhamdulillah . we had to give thank for everything. Sure  I do believe tommorow would be brighter. I got on the car for going home .I got traffic jam. It was teribble fro me because i had not prayed maghrib , yet. On the way I always read Shalawat to Rasulullah for making hope to Alloh that I wanted to pray as soon as possible. At 06.45 Ihad arrived at my home and directly took a bath, then pray Magrib. After that, I told to Merki about my first salary. At that Night i decided to come at Blue Plaza for withdrawing my money, but unfortunately there was no money in my ATM. I was dissappointed and try to make sure for sending a message to Mr. Wildan and in the long run. He confirmed that te money had no send to my credit at that tie. Ok i decided for looking arround and going home without buying anything.

02 Oct,2014

I teach History again. I explain about everything,life, religion and knowledge. Mr. Wildan and I look for some cows for Idul Adha. Then i get headache cz the weather is very hot. Today I past . it is quiete hungry for me. And still search the new methode for learning language.

03 oct, 2014

It was Friday. It was the time when I explored and encouraged my student to be good at English. I used some programs on that day, frankly, sometime i try do my best for teaching English.  I took the paper and scramble the word and applied the the methode from ESL. I got it when i search the material of English in Internet. I tried to give instruction to mys students that they imagine everthing in the class and spelled it out. Then,  try make the sentence from the vocabulary that they imagined before. We did the debate which entitle study or steady

04 0ct, 2014

Today . I washed all of my clothes and uniforms. After that I got the message from Mr. widan that I had to accompany Mr. badrul, LC. IN Kompas School. I spent that day with mr.bsdrul and did some activities such as sharing , watched movie and sleeeping . Mr. badrul has not slept, yet. Because he spent the night by transletting the arabic language into Indonesia

05 Oct, 2014

Allahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar

Lailahaillah huawalahu Akbar

Allahu Akbar walillahi Ilham

It is absolutely right. Today is Iedul Adha’s Day where the muslims celebrate this day by cutting the cows, goats, or others. At this time, my friend and I take part in this event in Muhajirin mosque. I would like to talk how to cut the animal by using the Islamic rule. Well . we should start to prepare some steps such as :

1st, make the commite of Iedul Adha Day especially for cutting the Qurban

2nd, prepare all equipments we needed.

3rd, calling the Cutter of Animal

4th, Takbir and Action

My friend and I spent whole day in my brother house, we went there at 09.00 p.m and arrived almost at 09.30 p.m by using public transportation from Bekasi ( in fron of Mall Metroplitan) to Cibarusah where my mother stay. At the afternoon before going there I bought a book entitle how to master your habits which writed by Felix Siauw. My first purposed is to giving to my brother because I love him very much and wanna make him do the best in his life. I have a little bit distance with my

 Brother  because of the difference of the life view.

Ok I would like to tell you that Ateis and wrong direction of Islamic views in Indonesia is very common. There so many crazy thing for example Liberal Islamic Paradigm which has paradigm that women and man have the same status in all levels vice versa. Because Islam has its own rule in this case how to manage or divide the herritage. Islamic Rule stated that one portions for women and 2 portions for men. In the other hand Liberal Islamic do the difference or break the main rule in Islam. Because we get the rule from the Alquran as the only one the guide book for muslim which messenger By Rasulullah.Then, Lia Eden who has declared as The Jibril, of course my brother take part one of “ I dont know “ I   do believe that he will change their paradigm cz He is the smart one and cz of my mother prayer in the first third of Night.

06 Oct, 2014

I start by usual activities in the break down, Subuh Prayer. Subuhh Prayer watched by the Alloh’s angels. I hope today that I can give a little contribute in my school because we also cut the cows and goats. As the leader in this event is Mr. Badrul, L.C. he garduated from Al-Azhar Cairo. He is one of a friend of mine. I remember him because he always gives a funny story and advice but actually he is not organizator person but quite enough for a leader. I arrived there at 6.00 a.m and found one of my students had been there . I called him to go there together.  In the commite paper I have duties for cutting the bone with Mr. JO. He is a strong man who is from Timor-Timur. But at that moment I tried do my best for helping the Jagal man to cut the goats and  cut the beef into the good small one. I think of this event How good Islam rule cz the goal of this event is care the poor people by giving the beef of cows or goats. it is very good. The only one religion which has this rule over the world. Well. I wanna talk abaout the History of Qurban. It taken Ibrahim AS story which has two wives in his life. First wife is Siti Sarah which he has not had child with him. At that moment Sarah ask him to marry Siti Hajar. Time by time, ibrahim AS got the children which named Ismail . the pray heard of Alloh. It made Sarah to be jeleoues with Hajar. So Hajar had to go out and stayed at the sahara desert. At this time there was no one who can help her besides Allo.  She do believe that Alloh was going to give the incridible thing in her life. Of course even Ibrahim left her alone in Sahara Desert. She can live over there and grow Ismail for being him to be good Muslim. Time flew. Ismail had already been young good muslim. Then, Ibrahim came to Hajar because he  get the instruction from Alloh for taking and cutting Ismai as the prove of love to Alloh. As good muslim, Ismail obeyed his father and said if that the instruction of Alloh. Please dad do that. I will be very pleasure.finally that day celebrated  Muslim as the day of Qurban because when Ibrahim cut Ismail. He is immediately changed by the animal which it is like goat or cows in Arabic.

Dari event organisasi yang saya ikuti ada beberapa tipe orang diantaranya adalah talkactive person, silent person, dedicated person. Ada orang yang hanya bebribicara saja dan melakukan atau membantu program hanya sekedarnya saja. Ok catatan jangan jadi sperti orang ini karena itu menkecilkan atau mengerdilakan kemampuan kita secara tidak totalitas.  Silent person adlah orang yang tidak bicara dan sedikit aksi dan yang terakhir adalah dedicated person yaitu orang yang bicara jika diperlukan dan diam jika tidak penting dan melakukan semaksimal mungkin tanggung jwawabnya dalam organisasi.

07 oct,2014

In the morning I wash all my clothes after that take rest for a while. Then . i get call from my old brother that he wanna ask my friend to help him at his CV. Immediately i talk to Merki and as soon as possible we go there at noon. We help to arrange all things in his place. By the way when we looked for the house ilittebit forget to find it cz i have not often for go there.

08 0ct, 2014

As usual activities. I go to school and teach the student. Actually i dont have time for teaching based on my lesson schedule. But today is the examination. So , i have to control the students and share about how habit effect our life because i get ome new thing in Felix shiauw book that what make different thing between strong and weak or rich or poor people . it is just decided what thing usualy we do at the same time 24 hours a day. It is HABITS. OC LET’S MASTER OUR HABIT.

08 Oct, 2014

In the early morning i got up spiritly for teaching history because that day the time when the students get the examination for my subject. Honestly I wanna give my best for my passion ‘Education. To mit y surprise, according the task had I given . some of the students gave the answer that Manusia Purba has been exist as the anciety of human.

09 Oct,2014

I welcomed the class by saying “ you are very good guys cz you get approxiametly up 80 for English score. After that  as usual i give the motivation why do we come to the school ? th answer is because we have chosen as the civilization , smart, closer to Alloh

10 Oct, 2014

Semangat untuk menulis segala sesuatu dari pengalaman mengajarku mulai ku rajit menjadi benang- benang mimpi tuk wujudkan impianku. Bersujud di Madinah dan membuat Rasulullah bangga dengan diriku. Benar hanya dengan bantuan Alloh saya bisa berdiri sampai hari ini. Ya Alloh sampaikanlah Hamba ke Rasulullah.

11 0ct 2014                                                        

This morning i have spirit for teaching At Al-Muslim Senior High School because i believe that i can handle the student arround 30 students. I use discusion entitle “ we are proud for being Indonesia” i get the inspiration when i attend at British council. At that time I encourage myself for speaking in front of people at Depdikna Library.

12 0ct 2014

I start the time by breaking the down prayer subuh to Alloh SWT. I went to the alkhoirot boarding house for studying islam to Habib Muhammad ibn ahmad Vad’aq. Then i do the dhuha prayer and followed the culture ceremony at the wedding party’s my neighbour.at 11 a.m we back to home But i did nothing till the sun set in west. In the night the temperature was high at 27 ⁰ celcius.

 Monday 13 _Wednesday 15 oct 2014

I have spent time for teaching at Primagama and Intensive English Course while teaching at putra darma Global School. Honestly I wanna be a rich and wealth teacher, not only get the knowledge but also more than that. I wanna break the old term about indonesia teacher why we just spent so much time but we don’ t do anything and we don’t get anything. Surely, the reason why I join to the course I wanna improve myself in teaching ability and financial. Of course, I always ignore if someone say that teacher don’t anything because Indonesia need many good teachers who creat and lead Indonesia.

 I wanna tell that I teach English and History right now. I dig the book and i got the new thing about islamic kingdom in Indonesia. Gradually i know the first islamic kingdom in indonesia according sejarah indonesia untuk kelas x by written Dwi Winarno and Yadika Mahendra is the Perlak Kingdom who is the one of daughter of the king is Ratna kumala, the name I am very interested in that name. For me it sound beautifull and I wanna give that name for my daughter in advance and get the good Muslimah for my wife. The only that i wanna is a woman who has knowledge about islam and the rule of life so she can accompany whereever I am.

Bismillah

Ratna kumala

Akan ku berikan nama itu untuk putriku aamiin.

I would like to tell about life, love, and knowledge. Life needs love and knowledge which combine each other for being the one elemnet. It is called life. Life guided by Alquran and Hadist. I hope next i will be good teacher. Ok i will start from course after that i i am going to register in LBI and UPI OR Ui to explore and dig up my knowledge.  Married is the best chosen for me because it it the one of Sunnah Rasulullah S.A.W.   Alloh, please give me the power to follow him until you call me safely. I also hope I can meet Rasulullah and always beside him every time.  let’s say Alfatiha and Shalwat to Rasulullah and his family and friendshiss utill the Final day come.

The book list that should I creat

Speaking module

Community module

And attitude and think possitive module as teenagers

Saya rasa saya sudah mulai tertarik dengan ilmu tentang motivasi. Ah itu apakah itu hanya letupan semntara karena saya membaca beberapa buku motivasi. Di rumah ada salah satu buku yang berjudul 10 kebiasaan orang sukses. Aku sudah dua kali membacanya.

16 Oct,2014

Three imperium over the world are the persia imperium, the Romawi Imperium, and the last is the Islam Imperium which is the biggest Imperium has been. That the reason why we learn History . it is not just learning about when and where the event happened. Of course it is not just the frame of learning historing by using diakronik aspect but also the sinkronic aspect in at the same time. I explained those to my students, Yesterday. Thank for the all the oppurtunity for learning the essence of knowledge. We learn history to look at the future. I hope in next time we get up and control over the world.

17 0ct, 2014

Today i still use the methode of teaching English by using theory “ discussion “ we are proud of being Indonesian “ they are quite interested in this methode . it spent two hours for discussing anything about Indonesia. Ok tommorow I will teach Toefl at al muslim school at Cibitung. The neighbour school where i teach.

0.59 p.m -01.00 a.m listening the toefl for preparing tommorow morning schedule

I dig the toefl book.Bismillah.

18 oct, 2014

Today I get up at 4.09 a.m. it breaks by praying and good optimistics thinking. Well i go to Al-Muslim Senior High School.  I teach English for grade11 in listening section it quiet good to improve my professional ablity in teaching language . especially English as second language teaher. Then, I get call from Mr. Arif. He is a doctor and has an apotic. It is called apoteker. Personally. He is good man. He has spirit for learning everthing. He want me to teach their family about English.  We keep in touch with him because of my friend. Heri. He is a sport teacher which completed by some characteristics such as patient, calm, and energetic. Saya baca buku dari Felix. Dia menulis bahwa untuk menjadi professional disuatu bidang kita harus punya jam terbang lebih dari 1000 jam. Ok mr. Felx I will fly. Don burn me cz Iam always on fire.

19 Oct,2014

It was Saturday. I usualy go to Al-Muslim as English tutors of Primagama English or  PE. I enjoyed the class which consists 30 stdents. Then, I met Dr. Arif in her house i was taken home by him coz at that time I didn’t his home. I was very happy because his family very welcomed family. He would liketo get me teaching his cousins. I explained that it was gonna be OK if the time met each other. Based on my schedule. After all. I have thought in some courses so i promptly commited to my MOU ( Memorandum of Understanding ) with those courses.

20 oct.

I have decided to go my brother’s house. It was pleasure cz over there I can meet my mother and also my cousins so Sunday is for family. There no Exuse. In the morning i washed all my clothes and then took Dhuha prayer. After that i give advise to Marwan. He is my roomate. I told that we had to changed our habits to become a good habit. Such as, we have to wash all clothes panctually. Does not make them tobe mountain of clothes so we were lazy for finishing it.

By the time. I dress up and tidy up my room.

Guru blogger inspiratif 2014

Tahun ajaran  baru 2013/ 2014. Hari pertamaku menjadi guru Bahasa Indonesia. Hari itu juga aku mengikuti upacara bendera dengan posisi sebagai guru pembina. Akau memberikan arahan ke siswa siwi dengan suara agak bergetar tapi penuh keyakinan. Entah kenapa kalau lihat seragam sekolah aku selalu melihat kekuatan di seragam itu. Merah, biru, dan putih. Bagiku itu kekuataan. Aku selalu berpesan kepada diriku bahwa Aku yakin akan membuat muridku lebih cinta Indonesia. Banyak program yang telah direncanakan di rapat guru salah satunya adalah membuat proposal. Secara teori mungkin aku bisa menjelaskan proposal kepada siswa tentang definisi dan fungsi proposal. Tapi bagaimana membuat pelajaran membuat proposal tersebut semanarik mungkin. Aku tidak mau jadi guru yang tradisional hanya menjelaskan secara teori dan memberikan pertanyaan dalam bentuk plihan ganda atau essay. Aku juga bisa memberi materi dalam bentuk power point dan mempresentasikan di depan siswa atau mengikuti kurikulum 2013 (kurtilas ) menyuruh siswa sendiri mencari data sebanyak mungkin dan referensi tentang proposal. Secara teori aku menjelaskan bahwa proposal adalah pengajuan kerja sama dari satu pihak ke pihak perusahaan ataupun sponsor. Dari metode yang saya pelajari dan membaca literatur tentang pendidikan bahwa ada tiga tahap pembelajaran. Pertama, pre-learning, kondis pengenalan tentang materi yang akan di diskusikan dan memberikan stimulus ke siswa sehingga mereka mempunyai gambaran tentang materi tersebut. Kedua,  whilest learning  yaitu penjelasan tentang materi, post learning, dari penjelasan siswa sudah mengambil kesimpulan terhadap materi yang didiskusikan serta memahami materi tersebut

Ah aku punya metode sendiri membuat kalian mengerti bisikku.

It is time for audio visual method where people can see from all corners.

Aku menyuruh siswamembuat proposal dengan mengunakan salah satu aplikasi dari komputer yaitu movie maker. Sebuah cara baru untuk pengenalan materi menjadi lebih dekat dengan siswa karena mereka akan tertarik dengan sesuatu yang baru. Apalagi di zaman digital ini. mereka lebih dekat dengan segala sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan komputer .Sesuatu yang bisa di dengar dan dilihat. Ya moviemaker jawabannya. Diva salah satu siswiku kelas x Bill gate mengatakan saya tertantang melakukanya Mr.” sambutnya. Aku mulai membagi siswa menjadi beberapa kelompok dan memberikan selembar kertas untuk mereka menuliskan ide ide tentang rencana pembuatan proposal. Aku memberikan gambaran bahwa kalian adalah event organizer yang mengadakan suatu event skala nasional atau internasional dan akan mempresentasikan proposal lewat internet sehingga kalian bisa menadopsi internet sebagai alat yang mempermudah proses sosialisasi proposal kalian. Setelah semua kelompok menuliskan idenya, kemudian aku meyuruh mereka memilih satu ide kreatif yang akan digarap sebagai project group mereka. MDalam istilah pengajaran pendidikan di sebut leraning based project. Mereka kemudian mengarap project tersebut dengan semangat dan menuliskan ide mereka ke atas kertas dan menbuat konsep isi proposal sepert gambar gamabar yang harus di cantumkan dan memasukan backsound ke dalam vedio tersebut. Diskusi berjalan hangat mereka melakukan brain storming . masing masing siswa memberikan ide dan yang lain memberikan tanggapannya. Bagaimana kalau tentang proposal tentang Olahraga “ sahut Bella. Menurut saya ide tersebut bagus tapi kita harus melihat ide yang lebih kreatif lagi. O ya bagamaina kalau tentang masakan . indonesia yang kaya akan kekayaan kulinernya. Saya memmbayangkan festival kuliner seAsia . masakan indonesia akan berdampingan dengan masakan jepang dan berpadu padan dengan masakan korea dan vietnam. Luar biasa . pasti animo masyarakat akan tergugah untuk meramaikan festival kuliner tersebut. Kita akan mulai dengan sejarah kuliner Nusantara. Masi ingat pesiden Obama mengatakan nasi goreng, it is just available in Nusantarakuliner. Kita bisa undang chef yang mulai naik daun yang akan ikut meramaikan festival kuliner tersebut.

25 Oct. 2014

Saturday morning. I am the teacher who come first. Today we are going to meet the students’ parents. They come from different background each others. By the way, I have not written five days for my journal. Honestly i am used to write the teacher note but five days before i don’t have spirit for writting it. I don’t know. It could be tired or a little bit stress. But i believe it is just a piece of cake. I am good at teaching. Well , talking about parent and students need approach each other because to make students or people success for doing anything. It needs  good relation between both of them. I have got the answer for success based on the Ipho Santosa STATEMENT that if we wanna be success we have to care two aspects. They are family and quality.

26 October, 2014

I call on my beloved mother in Cikarang. There I met my two cousins. They are daffa and Fathur. They are very funny cz they always talk each others. Fathur and I ride bicyle through the rural area. I enjoyed that moment with laugh and laugh.

But something wrong happened.

Wednesday ,27-29 Oct.,2014

It is a story of journey in teaching field.  The question is why I have been here. I have got the answer, it is Because of passion, dream, or money. But one thing should i do this moment is getting good experience and of course, good salary. I Wanna marry with a good muslimah because i need someone who support my dream and live together to go heaven and do the sunnah of Rasulullah S.A.W. I believe Alloh is going to give it as soon as possible. Right now my activities just teaching at the school and some courses in Bekasi. I think this of my life. I wanna more than it. I do thank to Alloh because Alloh give me the oppurtunity to study at the university and give me a space for teaching English. Recently i think how to improve my life vewed from all corners. Finacial, soul, and spritual. I have not got them yet. The problem is not in the job but in your beliefe of Alloh. If you believe Alloh. Alloh will give it. Enough!. I believe Alloh.  Whatever happened in my my life  i always set my mind that Alloh forgive me and love me. So what job should i do this time, teahing or working at company. But one thing it is hard for me because i like teaching and i wanna always improve my teaching performance even i have not done it best. I believe it is going to happen. As the result i have a good job and good salary. Sometime i feel alone. i always think about my brother, YulianEfran Syah. I hope he will be better as fast as possible. Ya Alloh give me the power to do follow your prophet and rasul. MUHAMMAD SHALLALHU ALAIHI WASSALAM.  I wanna with Him, His Family, His Friends, His Followers for good.

30 Oct.- 03 Nov.2014

The keys of success based on the Ippho Santosa, the one of Indonesia young motivator , are Family and Quality.

Of course, family is the important element in our life. It supports to get our dream. And secondly. Quality is something which we have at good of something. If we have these elements i believe we can get the dream which you believe to need.

04 oct, 2014

Today. I would like to say why I have to get the revolution inside because life need change for getting the better of future. It is like a plant. We always have the sun so, we have to grow,don’t we?

.#blank page#

11 Oct. 2014

Bismillahirrohmanirrohiim.

What a beautiful day ! well today I am late for praying shubuh. I say “ Astagfirullahalazhiim “ after that i do the pray independently then , have Edo stand for praying. I think it is better if I do with him. Ok next i am going ask him first and do together. Nowdays, i think about my passion in teaching English. Do i improve my skill or grow. I spend more time sitting at the school i think i should get the choice because for being profesional in this field i should get IMPROVE. Well the choice that can improve i think i had to get the course  for instance, IEC, PRIMAGAMA, IEC2. Ok i have made a decision that i will get part time teacher. I still teaching at Putradarma Global School but it is just part time. So i need motorcycle. I buy a motorcyle at the second hand. Ok well i teachig more. 1/0 = tak terhingga.

One for belief, Zero for Tawaqal, and tak terhingga . it means Alloh has had a good plan for you. Thank Mr. OSCAR, my student’s father. He give advice for being success in our life by using that form.

12-14 Nov. 2014

Bismillahirrohamanirrohiim

Today  I would like to write my dream again...write  my dream. It uses my energy, thought, and breath for it. Of course..belief. over all. I believe that in the Alquran says that you will get the light on the lightest. It requires some, they are

People that don’t forgoten by the trade

Do praying

Care each other

Believe these that you wil be success.

Act

Being English professional teacher

TOEFL TEST the end of November.

S2 education management

S2 business

Scholarship

Married  as soon as possible

Fortuner and Pajero

HRD Industry  

24 November 2014

Ok well. Almost ten days I didn’t write my story as a teacher.

Two days ago I celeberated my garduation party. I ask my mom and my older brother and my sister-in law. They are very kind people but they is not suitable for getting conversation at all. Sure. Because of why... haha just a piece of cake, everything must go on. That I set always for calm the atmosphere because I need with you guys, everthing. I don’t get it. Thank for all kindness. But I need talk for everthing. The most important ting is my mom. My beloved mom. Over all everything is ok. Thank mb and thank ka. Older kak.

Ok at taht moment I got together with all my friends. We shoke hand and smile each other. I love you guys at all. It can be definited. Cz approxiamately 4 years we study together, eat together and do everything together, we are worker but we are dreamer so we come to our beloved campus of being family also inteleqtual society. It inspire me to have a hope at everyside. Thank friends. I also took picture with my mom, bro, and sister. A couple of days, I think of my life after graduating. I need to improve my skill and my income . especially for teaching. I do hope that I can turn a leaf and challenge. Based on the 2013’s curiculum. I just have two hours a week on teaching. Of course. It is not quite enough for me cz for being professional need 1000 hour flight at same field. On the other side, i need income for my family, buy a car, home, and s2 . and as human I must marry with my girl. Someone who obey the rule of Islam. I wanna give up. But the most I wanna give up, the most sent all energy for being best.

Ok I teach English with the native speaker in the class. But it does not work good. In my mind, I will quit from this school and take the other oppurtunities at the internasional company. Bismillahirrahmanirrohiim. The other option teach in international school or Islamic Boarding School. Actually in July of 2015. One more Bismillahirrohmanirrohiim. ESL OR COMPANY. I must survive six months again. This is the plan A.

25 Nov, 2014

This evening, we are listening the song of islam. We work till the sun set . it is called Maghrib.

Puisi guru

Sore itu saya bertiga dengan karib saya mengetik huruf dan huruf.

Untuk Muridku di madrasah ilmu

03 Desember 2014

Hari ini aku berpikir tentang jalan yang harus aku tempuh beberapa bulan ke depan. Dari hati aku sangat bersyukur atas karunia Alloh telah memberikan apa yang impikan dahulu ya sekarang aku sudah lulus dari STBA JIA Bekasi  dan telah resmi menyandang gelar sarjana sastra inggris dari kampus tercintaku itu, di samping aku sudah menjadi seorang guru di sekolah swasta : PDGS, selanjutnya aku sudah punya motor matic. Motor matic itu aku beli secara angsur kepada satpam sekolah, it is called second but it my own motorcycle. Thank Alloh.

Tapi aku berpikir bahwa aku inigin bekerja di sebuah perusahaan dengan gaji yang luar biasa . ah mungkin ini resiko finacial menjadi seorang Guru. Tapi di dasar jiwaku aku do beileve that everthing i get if Alloh give it.

Aku sepertinya ingin Menikah that why i wanna apply as employ at international company dan ingin mengajak Umroh ibu tercintaku, tentu saja ingin membiayai Efran masuk universitas ataupun sekolah tinggi. Ingin sekali. Ya Alloh mudahkan hambamu ini mewujudkannya. Aku ingin melihat adiku belajar di kampus , berdikusi dengan temannya. Menjadi pemimpin di organisasi, menjadi profesional di bidangnnya. Ya Alloh aku titipkan adik tercintaku kepadamu, jagalah dia, tunjukilah dia ya Alloh. Mempunyai seorang istri adalah sunnahnya Rasulullah. Ingin sekali aku melihatmu ya Rasulullah, bercerita banyak hal dan menitip doa buat keluargaku.

Ayah maafkan aku belum bisa mengantikanmu semuanya aku belum bisa membimbing anak kesayanganmu Efran. Tapi aku berjanji kepadmu Ayah bahwa suatu hari aku akan bertemu pada satu titik yang sama dengannya. Ya di jalan agama. Bahkan buat mujahadah diriku sendiri aku belum bisa Ayah.

 Ayah semoga kau tenang di sana. Aku terus mendoakanmu Ayah . insyaAlloh sampai nafas terakhirku Ayah. Ayah sekarang aku sudah menjadi guru, bahkan sudah menginjak tahun kedua. Maaf Ayah aku telat memberimu kabar. Ayah aku merindukanmu, sangat merindukaanmu, sangat merindukan Efran, Umak. Bercerita seperti dulu. Ayah maafkan aku belum bisa memberikan yang terbaik buatmu. Tapi Ayah aku ingin membuat tersenyum lagi. Aku tidak melihat kain kapanmu untuk terakhir kali. Waktu itu aku sibuk kerja dan kulia. Tapi Ayah aku shalat jenazah untukmu di Bandara soetta. Semoga Alloh memeberikan tempat terbaik untukmu, aku selalu mengingat bau keringatmu, kasih sayangmu, bahkan waktu makan pun engkau merelakan ikan untuk anakmu, sampai engkau hanya menghirup kaldunya.

Ayah, Umak. Aku pamit aku ingin menikah. Ingin menunaikan sunahnya Rasulullah. Aku percaya dan sangat percaya bahwa Engkau adalah orang yang membuat lidahku mengucap syahadat. Terimah kasih ayah. Sempat aku berpikir jika bukan karena engkau dan umak mungkin aku tidak sempat lahir ke bumi dan mengucap syahadat. Ayah . engkau dengar ceritaku. Bahwa kau ingin yang terbaik buat Efran. Tapi dua tahun terakhir aku jauh dengannya. Yulian Efran Syah sekarang bekerja di PT. Sanoh. Dia sudah aku suruh kulia buat membuatmu tersenyum. Sekali lagi MAAAFKAN AKU AYAH. Teringat sekali nasihat nasihat terakhirmu bahwa dimana bumi di pijak disana langit di junjung. Terimah kasih ayah telah membuat aku lahir ke dunia dan mengucap Syahadat. Ayah aku sudah punya motor dan selanjutnya InsyaAlloh Menikah dan menuruskan S2 di luarnegeri. Aku lanjutkan estapet cita-citamu bahwa engkau adalah guru sejati bagiku terlepas dari kekukarangan sebagai manusia. Engkau lekukan kakimu di duduk takhyat akhir. Aku percaya Alloh memberimu terbaik disisiNya. Aamiin.  

English again.

Today i will teach for grade 12 senior high. It begins at 16.50 p.m. It s ecpecially fr additional study to success in National Final Exam.red. by doing some exercise can measure the student ablity. For me, it is better if the passed student is decided by the school.

Bismillahirrahmanirrohiim

Allohhumma sholli ala Muhammad Waalaalihi Muhammad.

6 January,2015

Hora... asi moto wo mite goran ( ayo lihatlah langkah kakimu )

Korega anata no ayumu michi ( itulah jalan kehidupanmu )

Hora... mae mo mite goran ( ayoo lihatlah pula kedepan )

Arega anata no mirai ( disanalah masa depanmu )

Januari 2015 aku memutuskan untuk istirahat sejenak dan mengambil resiko bekerja di sebuah perusahan yang InsyaAlloh bisa menopang biaya S2 ku. Allohuakbar. Ya Alloh ridhoilah keputusanku ini, maafkan hamba yang penuh dalam kekurangan dalam menaatimu.

Estapet kehidupan sudah di tentukan , ya Rohman bimbinglah langkah kakiku menapaki takdirmu dan dalam keridhoanmu. Aku akan bekerja di perusahaan internaisoanal. Bismillah aku yakin aku bisa meneruskan s2 dan menjadi dosen serta medirikan armyn institute dan sebagai donatur majlis taklim serta dapat membantu saudara saudaraku. ALLOHUAKBAR.

07 January,2015

Alhamdulillah. Thank to Alloh swt who has been giving the oppurtunity to see, feel, hear. The blank page. Today  I teach in eleven grade and talk about AFTA. Of course, I deliver information that we have to be ready for welcoming ASEAN FREE TRADE AREA.